I wrote …
–I miss you. I miss getting good morning/good night texts everyday. I miss you calling me baby and babe all the time. I miss all those I love you texts. I miss when you would call me every night.
I miss us. I miss holding your hand and playing with it. I miss your hugs and kisses. I miss our I love you fights. I miss our conversations. I miss when I was able to be cuddled up in your arms. I miss sitting on the phone withyou all night long. I miss when I was able to call you mine.
Yes, I know I can do all these with anybody but I would rather it be with you…
All I ever do is think about you. Every little thing reminds me of you or us. I always seem to talk about you.
I’ve tried to move on but it’s not working out that way. I really wish we could of made the relationship last and we didn’t fade apart.
I know we both fucked up and did stupid shit but you know it happens.
I will always love you no matter what, I promise.
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No, I’m not okay. I haven’t gotten the sleep I need in way too long. My head is pounding. I look in the mirror and want to cry. My family is disappointed in who I have become. I leave everything until way too late and then hate myself for it. I’m never good enough for anyone. My head’s a mess and I don’t even know how to make up my mind anymore. I just feel like I’m falling, and I don’t know how far it’ll be until I land. And I’m just done.
(Source: jessicaisme)
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